musings of an angry woman who found her voice
Jenny Olson wants her words to make people feel and think. From human trafficking to freedom, addiction to recovery, from abuse to redemption. She is a survivor of complex trauma; a widow making her way in a brave new world. She fought her way out of the streets of NYC to a career in corporate America and went to college, eventually earning a doctorate in Business Administration.
An emerging poet, she writes about hard things that people have done to them. Or do to themselves. Those things people don't talk about, much less write about. But to those women still stuck and imprisoned in these worlds, they need a voice and she intends to be that voice. And for those who don't know these worlds, read and learn.
Published in various online journals and publications, and anthologies. , Instagram @jackieowendouglas
To My Sisters
i am so glad i found you
for way too many years i had only one
i am so glad to be sharing
and knowing that i am not alone
survivors
hell of a word
hell of a thing to be
i lived many years afraid
i would be found out
and now i wonder why
being a survivor is what made us
made us stronger
made us unbreakable
made us appreciate the light
after years in the dark
made us appreciate good people
after the pain
and finding those we can heal with
find those lights
find the others
let's all remember we
are free now
we are queens now
we deserve it all
and appreciate
the priceless gift of life
and know what made you a survivor
is what will keep you going and doing
becoming new women
and fuck them all
who made us
i won't forget the ones who made me
and fuck them all
and we will do this because we are the
survivors
Jenny Olson 08/22/23
Jenny Olson Poet © 2023
Have To Run
to get out you have to run
run fast
faster still
you take that chance
when you can
when the time is right
you've been waiting
for years for
that right time
when he's gone
when courage is there
run fast
faster still
scared to go scared to stay
need to run
time time is right
you start running
you stop, look back
like Lot
grab baby
then gone, gone, gone
but he knows
not gone for good
he was right, came back
every fucking time
came back to him
and it was worse
for the running
but you kept looking
run fast
faster still
took his death to stop
all the damn running
no one to run from
no one to run back to
freedom
damn she's an old lady now
but free
Jenny Olson 9/25/23
Jenny Olson The Poet © 2023
Collar on My Neck (trigger)
you brought it home
you thought it would be fun
spice things up a bit, even a hooker needs fun, right?
let's add something to sex besides cocaine
a fucking so, so nice leather collar for my neck…
with spikes
you brought it home
you thought it would be fun
oh, and there's a leash as well
a collar for my neck
you brought it home
you thought it would be fun
my heart sank, you had no clue
a collar to my neck
you brought it home
you thought it would be fun
i'd call you daddy and be your little dog
a collar for my neck
my soul died a bit that day
when you brought it home
you thought it would be fun
another way to kill me
Jenny Olson 8/6/23
Jenny Olson The Poet
Published LEO Literary Journal Fall 2023
Weight of Hundreds
Can't breathe
Chest pounding
Head hurts
Is she sick?
Woke up from her slumber
To some new hell again
The weight of hundreds of men
Laying across her body
Their tongues
Their hands
Their cocks
Takes her breath away
Can't breathe
Chest pounding
Head hurts
Is she sick?
Woke up from her slumber
So many years later
Victimless crime? Fuck she says
They all went home
Gathered their briefcases
Caught the train or plane
And moved on
Can't breathe
Chest pounding
Head hurts
Is she sick?
Woke up from her slumber
To a neverending nightmare
Jenny Olson 8/5/2023